111的前夜..蹦紧的步子在瑟瑟的冬风中踽踽独行..妈妈在电话里声音炽烈..你忽然感到饥饿..开始怀疑肠胃.. 却记不清上一次吃饭的时辰.. 桌子很干净..碗和盘子也很干净.. 我尤其喜欢和那种战斗到最后且战斗得最好的人一起进餐..不拘男女..你可以指摘一个谗人诸多不是..懒...可是你要承认..至少他热爱生活..他不造作..在这点上..就比很多伪精英要强..
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走路的人..低头走路的人..走路从来不看人面的人..在路上走了好久..走得容颜都渐渐爬上了细纹..走啊走..头发也黄了..走过一条河以后..一天..她累了..正午的阳光照的她的眼睛眯成一条缝..虚弱的气流在身体内来回的旋..她停下来以后..旁边是一位老太太..时光在她身前身后打着转的老太太..年老的问你也来晒太阳啊..年轻的把头埋在衣服里说我累了想休息下..老太太在絮絮叨叨地说着些有来由无来由地话语..年轻的则像一只猫..只是猫的眼睛在流泪..阳光像金子一样刺痛着周身..于是年轻的对年老的说我走了..然后她就起身走了..眼睛暴露在众目的惊奇下..她在公园的一棵树下停下来..树下有一张陈旧的椅子..斑斑驳驳但纹理清晰..倾斜的光线穿过窸窸窣窣的小绿叶碎碎点点的落在地面上..光影在跳动..声色在摇摆..这棵树没有叶落没有憔悴..在寒天里..它的枝干仍然高大..一个女孩蜕变成一朵鲜艳诡异的花..在眼光里掠过的景象让她仿佛看到了一生的光景般...没有纠缠的梦恍惚的游离..她睡得很踏实..

无欲则刚..人情练达..茶烟歇罢..万事豁然..但愿是要成气候了..

Come hold me now
I am not gone
I would not leave you here alone
In this dead calm beneath the waves
I can still hear those lost boys calling

You could not speak
You were afraid
To take the risk of being left again
And so you tipped your hat and waved and then
You turned back up the gangway of that steel tomb again

And in Mott street in July
When I hear those seabirds cry
I hold the child
The child in the man
The child that we leave behind

And in Mott street in July
When I hear those seabirds cry
I hold the child
The child in the man
The child that we leave behind

The spotlight fades
The boys disband
The final notes lie mute upon the sand
And in the silence of the grave
I can still hear those lost boys calling

We left them there
When they were young
The men were gone until the west was won
And now there's nothing left but time to kill
You never took us fishin' dad and now you never will

And in Mott street in July
When I hear the seabirds cry
I hold the child
The child in the man
The child that we leave behind
CD听了很多遍...故事都说完了...

终于刑满释放。。先讲讲我的梦吧。。憋了好多天了...上星期我在305的最后一次午睡。。梦见阳光灿烂。。花开的像草一样。。马路是软的反射着阳光。。色彩鲜艳。。让我睁不开眼睛。。我在那儿拼命的跑。。身边经过三辆车。。一辆黑两辆白。。呈格子形状..本应上坡的地方突然停住。。出现一条向下无限延伸的阶梯。。。一只什么动物转过身对我微笑。。然后走掉。。身后跟着好多的人。。他们走。。走到阶梯消失。。。。。
后来就醒了。。。
“我看见黑夜来临。。。象浓密的铁杉颜色。。。
我感到害怕。。。我忆起了孔雀的叫喊。。。”
我挺高兴。。
在学校食堂发现了西红柿鸡蛋汤。。原来就是凉水泡西红柿。。。
我看了一半《天堂电影院》。。她一直在喝酒。。回家已是凌晨。。
所有夜航的东西都如一个困顿的动物，面容猥琐。。。